changing of a kampung gal..

scolded badly by mum jus now.. really very badly.. she found out abt my night life since i started working in sk..
of course she's not happy with it.. usually dad will scold, and mum will jus object in silent.. but this time she's really angry..
although i dun feel good scolding by her, i understand her worry.. all kinds of crimes happen at night.. and gals r most at risk.. who to blame?? those who commit crime?? or i'm born to be a gal.. =/
i jus kept quiet the whole way, din utter a sentence in the past 1 hour.. i'm not objecting nor accepting.. bcs i know i cant be absent on this sunday.. is my farewell dinner.. how can i reject them?? i'm so in dilemma now.. i dun wan to make parents worry, also dun wan to disappoint colleagues..
WHAT SHOULD I DO??

is it too late??

is it too late tat i only set a new year resolution now?? hehe..
if too late for 2007, den let this be the resolution for coming cny.. hehe...
so my resolution is be less critic.. i wanna 积口得。。 hehe..
realised i've been talking too much.. which is not really a good sign..
so start from now, i'll wan to learn to listen more than talking.. improve my listening skill as well..
hopefully i can do it.. aca aca fighting!

done!!

finally, i've got the key of the apartment in vista..
i can move in finally!! settled!! *relief*

in less than one month time, i'll need to hold books and pens again.. hopefully my hands r not stiff yet..=P

somehow my dream to scotland become nearer.. it's really a dream.. a dream tat i used to write in primary school composition, now is coming true.. (provided i din fail the exam.. hehe)
i'll use glasgow as a power so tat i will study HARD in imu.. haha.. (as if i can.. haha.)

imu, here i come!!
glasgow, wait for me!!!

on bended knee..

listening to bended knee.. by boyz ll men.. recommended by kelly and ting..
really meaningful lyrics..
make me fall back thinking of how much changes in the past 7 months..

the 2nd day of my holiday, i did some changes in my life.. to make myself feel better.. a decision tat release me from a burden.. somehow.. although it's hard.. cried over it few times.. but no regret.. at least i'm free to do things i wan in this holidays..

den frens made change in their lives.. saw them got together and broke up.. smile, laugh and cry together.. distance is a great challenge.. if the love is not mature enough.. den can only give up..
no matter how close, how intimate they were.. at the end, distance won... and they lost..

can't believe it..

really cant believe.. i left only one month b4 entering imu d..
7 months had passed.. how did i went tru it?? wow!! wonder wonder..
wat had i done??working, working... erm....................

it's still working la.. hehe..

ok la, besides working, did some visiting also.. went to a few places.. at least din waste my holiday.. =P den learnt knitting also.. although the skill is still bad.. and wonder still rememeber the steps or not..hehe..
den bought many things.. so spent a lot also.. sigh..

and mission accomplished in this holiday :
1) drive a car.. (only drive to adjust the car.. driving on road failed badly.. sobs..)
2) learnt knitting.. erm.. as mentioned above..
3) get on REAL KTM- keretapi tanah melayu.. yeah!
4) read 2 books.. sigh.. only 2.. the third one still in progress.. (3 months i read d.. heh..)
5) tried new rapid kl..
6) made new spects.. =)
7) explore mid valley.. =/
8) took countless times of commuter.. ="(

10 friends in my house...

first time i have so many guests in my house in kajang.. 10 ppl... lian, wei ling, snow, kiwi, toh, wee kian, ck, cc, jui and jake.. dont think they will zz tonight d.. so many plans in their mind..

planned to go on malaysian eye.. but the weather din allow us to do..non-stop raining.. wat a day to rain.. sigh..

finally!!!!

finally, i'm done with the hostel in imu... confirmed i'll have a room there d.. *relief*

and handed in resignation letter today also.. feel bad to leave them, but study still my priority.. (and i dun really like working.. compared to studying.. hehe..)
but dun worry, i'm not a bookish person, jus prefer the life being a student, so free and easy.. most important, lots of holidays!! haha..

anyway, there are still 30 days to go b4 i can really enjoy my so called "holidays"..

treasure hunt!!

tomoro i'm going for treasure hunt again!! hehe.. maybe ad addicted to it..
i'm going to work till 16 feb d..
feel bad to leave them during peak season.. they'll sure busy like crazy if all of us resign at the same time..
so i wont be having any holiday except cny b4 entering imu.. =/

done!!

finally, i'm done with the task in OU.. so exhausted... finally can take a break..
tomoro going for warehouse sales!! haha.. so excited.. can get super low price items there.. =P
almost 2 weeks after my bd, i got a bd card from a fren.. thanks!! i know it'll be late bcs there's a whole stretch of hol during tat time.. hehe.. next time send earlier la.. =P
ok, tired d.. wanna zzzzzzzz.....

2nd day..

today i think i offended somebody there.. bcs i cant stand their style of decoration there..then, i kept asking why why why.. why this why tat.. hehe..
but dun care d.. tomoro last day.. then i can finally rest properly.. hoooooo......

look pro?? hahahaa..

 first day in one u, when i started working, everyone tot i have worked in sk for a very long time..
hahaha.. i jus work for... err... less than 6 months, like tat also called "very" long?? i wonder..
but feel sorry for the in-charged person there, jeff, he has to do EVERYTHING.. yes, everything, bcs most of his colleagues knows NOTHING besides stand there looking at ppl or folding clothes..
it seems like all the newcomers r from RICH family (damansara ma.. sure rich la..), so they dun really need to work, just go there to kill time.. so they dun even ask to learn things..sigh..
just imagine wat will happen if ask those staff to work in mv.. sure kena scolded teruk teruk by supervisors here.. today only i can see how much more better my colleagues in mv compared to them.. =P
and one u is TOO big, we cant even find in-base when we reached there.. at d end, had to ask info counter for help.. sigh..
and d hygenic in their toilet sucks.. so dirty and no toilet papers!!!
compared to toilet in mv, the cleaners literally stand inside the toilet all day, and they clean up the toilet immediately when there is a spilt of water... besides that, they SCOLD if u dirty the floor.. see!! tat's the diffference.. one more thing, toilet in mv is alw fragrant, not stink at all!! ah ting will agree to all these..( she's the one analysed to me.. haha..)
ok, back to working moment..
in-base (combination of 4 brands, namely baleno, s&k, ebase & ip zone) is very big, tat's y i respect the jeff, how he can handle all the stocks and staffs there.. so i dun blame him when they forgot to display a few itmes..
today, i jus spent most of the time changing decoration, remove and replace the display.. and..
it's tiring..it's energonic..used up energy..
tomoro is the 2nd day.. hopefully time can pass as fast as today.. i dun wanna grow mould there.. =/

y???

recently cry easily.. dunno y..
when cant solve a prob, i cry..
when something is disturbing me, i cry..
when i feel cant do things freely bcs the fact is cruel, i cry..
jus one sad love songs can bring out the tears..
how abt jus cry to the fullest when there's no one around?? can i?? den mayb i'll stop crying from then..
depressive trait is back.. SOS!!

farewell..take care ya!

ALG/M
cute vincent.. =P
wc.. like i owe him $$.. =P
vlynn.. strong gal inside..
unpredictable brian..

ren, me, and wc's parents..
a bro and 2 sisters..

wat's love?

love?
do i still believe?
love btw family ==> yes, definitely!!
love btw frens ==> more confident..
love btw couples ==> erm.. not sure now..
witness the whole process ppl getting together and breaking up..
see how drastic ppl change their mind.. =/
how short is the validity for " i love u".. eg. 18 days?? =/
and how fast they can turn their head and leave the other person..

pek cek..

need to trouble sis again.. i know she dun mind, but i wanna try to trouble her to the least.. i had given her lots of troubles since i was born, tot when i grow up can lessen the frequency.. but now.. sigh..
if i know earlier, i hope i could jus be a follower..

输了。。

经不起时间和距离的考验，他们认输了。。
一年前还那么的胸有成竹，如今为什么会是这样？？
是否还能相信“情比金坚”？
一年前和一年后的现在既然有如此大的分别。。
人的改变可以是如此惊人。。

year 2007

is a brand new year again..
wat's to hope for this year??
after cny, i'll enter imu with a new spirit..
bid farewell to the past..it's impossible to get back to the old time, so y not create more memorable moment in the coming days..
another chapter of life with duration 2 and a half years in bkt jalil.. i wanna enjoy it as much as possible..

new year resolution?? it seems like everyone must have one each year..
my resolution this year = don't be fooled again..
must open my eyes wide wide and keep my mind clear clear.. =P

hopefully study wont be too hard to me..
hopefully ppl around wont be too harsh on me..
hopefully i can overcome all the challenges in life smoothly..
hopefully health and happiness always surround my dearest family and friends..

and happy birthday to big bro!!

when will be my turn??

sent off the last group of our batch to germany..
looked at them in their blazers.. holding their hand lugagges, spending the last few mins with their family b4 they flew.. then watched them walked pass the officers, showed passports then walked down the escalator.. families in tears, cant bear to part with their love ones.. but they have to let go, 
let them find their part of sky out there..
can only say take care and bid farewell..
the noisy hall became silent eventually.. after they went down one by one..
D said, the feeling of ppl sending off is very different from those who are inside the boarding hall.. 
wonder how will be the feeling of te party in the boarding hall..
if everything goes smoothly, i'll know the feeling after 2 and a half years from now..